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It looks cute but it's supposed to be serious, and it's not an original character, it's based off of a friend I have.

WARNING RANT (more or less):
My mother and I were talking about one of my friends the other day. She puts all of her problems on my shoulders by sharing every detail of her life with me. About her brother and parents and she slept in this morning or woke up too early or her brother took money from her room.
POSER:
She proclaims that she doesn't know why she has any friends at all because she's "such a bitch" and an "asshole." She blames all her wrondoings and faults on others, almost always her brother or parents. She doesn't act like herself, she's a poser. She can "speak Arabian" and she's Jewish - no, wait, she's Wiccan - no, she practices an Egyptian religion. She thinks she's goth but wears clothes that make her look like a slut. She covers herself with Wiccan symbols but I doubt she even knows what Wicca really is. Poser.
LIAR LIAR LIAR:
And more than this, she lies to me all the time. Little white lies and huge ones and day after day they add up to a lot. The only reason I'm her friend still is that I'm subconciously afraid that if I break off our friendship I'll never know if she changes. For all I know, she might decide to better herself and I would have left her behind a long time ago. And some of my other friends are also friends of hers. I don't know what would happen to my relationships between those people either.
One HUGE lie she tried to pass off last year is that she's a "dreamwalker", that she can enter peoples' dreams and that she can turn into a cat - no, wait, a big cat - no, a wolf. She even said that one of the deviants here on dA, *WildSpiritWolf was someone from her "dreamwalker clan" named "Feather," one of the "many deviants" here that draws pictures of what her clan looks like in animal form. I contacted WildSpirit who said that she does not know what a dreamwalker is and has never used the name Feather online or otherwise.
At this point, I think she's a compulsive liar who has no idea she's even lying.
My mother gave me some advice, but it's only working slowly, if at all; I don't think it's enough but all I can do is wait and see.
BUT WAIT:
There's more; It's not just my one friend that lies to me. I caught another friend in a big lie that could have hugely negatively effected me, not just himself.
I'm to the point where I feel more or less helpless, that all I can do about it is post my problems online for others to see. I just need to get stuff off my back or I'm going to snap soon.

MAIN IDEA! ( for those of you who don't care for reading the rest):
My mother told me that my friend is basically pouring all of her feelings into a bucket and forcing me to hold it, putting all of her problems on me in addition to my own personal problems. Thus, this deviation.

I could go for some angry music right about now...

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